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finished my project around 3 in the morning.. well.. not exactly done.. Left the novel part and photo section.. but guess i will finish it as soon as possible.. 40 pages.. i never done a project more than 20 pages.. but now ? 40 !! Wow.. New record for me.. Anyway, i'm too tired.. so.. Slept at around 3.30a.m.. but i actually don't sleep well.. cos i felt giddy.. What the hell happen to me?? Feel like vomiting.. but nothing come out from my mouth.. God.. Please don't tell me i'm sick.. Anyway.. i managed to wake up at 7am.. Yea.. Late.. For school.. but i felt sick.. Felt tired and dizzy.. Anyway, i have to go to school.. Today's basketball schoolteam practice.. How can a captain is not around ?? so.. i went to school with my sister..

in school.. i felt even more sick.. Can't walk properly.. Can't stand for long.. Felt giddy.. Dizzy.. Headache.. Stomach damn pain.. i can't stand anymore.. so i called my dad to pick me up.. Before leaving.. i wrote down today's schedule for basketball practice from 4-5.30pm for Jia Lik, Sandra & Natalie.. Wish they'll follow it and everything would be fine.. Dad picked me up at 1pm.. we went admin to get Mrs Chan's signature to approved me for leaving the school before it end.. Nurse checked my body temperature.. Yea.. Having fever.. so i left the school.. This sickness actually helped me.. to know that.. My classmates.. frens.. Really care me.. Even Brian !! hahaa..

went uptown with daddy.. to meet up uncle Richard.. They had lunch at restaurant.. i did not eat.. i'm suffering for lack of appetite.. sigh.. After that.. Daddy bought DVD.. Meet the folks.. Sophie said this movie was nice.. uncle Richard left.. Daddy brought me to the clinic i usually went.. Doctor checked on me.. Asked me to lay down on the bed.. and checked my stomach.. After that.. he told us.. if the pain at my stomach slightly move to the right side.. Means i might having appendicitis.. i have to go to the hospital immediately.. Beside that.. he checked on my temperature and others.. he also worried i might have denggi.. but should be alright.. Doctor gave me three days MC.. and warn me.. he said i must get fully rest in this period.. if not things will get worst..

night.. Felt so tired.. Don't feel like eating.. Watched movie with dad.. but i slept half way.. Damn sick.. Chat with him online.. i seriously couldn't get his mind.. One more time.. i can hear the sound of my heart broken.. i thought everything will be fine.. Since this time is the second time me and him get into this situation.. but the thing is.. it seems having the same ending.. well.. i don't know.. i thought our deal will be alright.. After SPM we'll settle it.. but.. Today's conversation remind me.. Even i agree.. Even i can wait.. but.. he doesn't sure for himself.. he's afraid he will change.. and he is sure he can't treat me good.. Actually.. wat i need is care.. not fully care.. Just let me noe he cares.. i don't need anyone 24 hours be with me.. or 12 hours SMS or calling me.. but seems he doesn't understand.. Nothing i can do with this deee.. am i tired bout it.. no.. not yet.. Why ? i don't know.. i don't know why i can seriously like him.. and bear with all his stuff.. i'm not the usual me anymore.. is this good sign?? not really.. cos.. Guess it might be hurt.. but.. i'm ready to get hurt from him.. i think is worth.. Although.. something might be different.. Anyway.. we don't know the ending yet.. so.. Let's see what's going to happen next...

2 days to my birthday !!! but i'm sick ~~

luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*